Sitting on a dark brown leather couch, Lisa Balkwill’s hands are knotted together on her lap. Her brown hair is tied in a bun, under a bedazzled black hat that matches her sweater, pinned by an angel brooch.
From across the room, Balkwill looks out through the barred window into the front parking lot of the Burnaby Centre for Mental Health and Addiction.
When asked about herself, the 33-year-old doesn’t hesitate: “I was young and got into an abusive relationship and started using cocaine.”
It’s not uncommon for people recovering from substance abuse to describe themselves using their addiction.
Balkwill is one of 94 patients at the centre, who all must have a severe, chronic mental-health issue as well as a substance-use issue to be admitted.
For Balkwill, it’s psychosis. “I get visions and voices… Yeah, it’s scary.”
Growing up in the Cowichan Valley and Nanaimo, Balkwill started using cocaine in high school, but when the drug proved hard to find and too expensive, she escalated to crystal meth.
She managed to still graduate at the age of 20, around the time she starting seeing the visions and hearing the voices.
At one point, Balkwill had agreed to seek treatment with the support of her father, but the facility was unable to help her with her psychosis.
“I tried one other place, but they didn’t facilitate treatment for addiction as well as mental health,” she said.
Balkwill relapsed shortly after, using drugs in secret until a psychotic episode put her in the hospital.
“When you are keeping it a secret, it’s shameful,” she said. “I got discharged from the hospital and continued using, and then we found this place.”
Doctor has hopes of centre expanding locally and regionally
The centre stands out across the province as one of the only facilities to offer care for severe mental health and addiction in tandem.
Mental health director Dr. Vijay Seethapathy told Black Press Media that addiction and mental illness very often occur together, and even engage the same part of the brain, but treating them together is so complex that many facilities simply don’t.
But treating only one of the disorders doesn’t work, Seethapathy said, as one often exacerbates the other.
|Lisa Balkwill, 33, plans to move back to Nanaimo after she finishes her program at the Burnaby Centre for Mental Health and Addiction. (Ashley Wadhwani/Black Press Media)|
“When people have one condition, the other occurs in an average of about 30 per cent of cases,” he explained.
“They are kind of closely linked with each other, and there are several of the factors that lead people to having mental health problems that also lead people to getting into the severe substance-use problems.
“For example, people with trauma can have a severe difficulty with coping. … On the other hand, the only way many of them cope is by using substances.”
Since opening in 2008, the centre has offered programs ranging from one to nine months, or longer depending on the severity of the patient’s situation.
The team involves a case worker, who acts as the key contact overlooking the care plan from beginning to discharge, a medical team that acts as an advocate, and a care team that helps the patient transition back into their community.
The aging facility is slated to move to the Riverview lands in Coquitlam, with 11 more beds. Seethapathy said he hopes to see the program expand further across B.C.
“It’s really, really important for us to continue to double up, continue to train and educate, and increase capacity and skills so that we can target clients suffering from mental health and addiction locally, regionally and when they need specialized care at the Burnaby centre.”
Centre mixes group, art therapy and more
Art classes, music therapy and exercise classes are a few facets of the program Balkwill has come to enjoy.
“I can tell you when I first came here I didn’t think it would work, because I was coming here for all the wrong reasons. I was coming here to please my father,” Balkwill said.
“But every day that went by, it became more and more about myself. And I notice now a big difference in my mental health.”
Balkwill is in her eighth month of the program, which includes daily group meetings and one-on-one sessions with doctors and medical staff.
|Lisa Balkwill is at the Burnaby Centre for Mental Health and Addiction following a psychosis event that ended with her in the hospital. She is now in month eight of her program. (Ashley Wadhwani/Black Press Media)|
“We have all kinds of groups. Some are based on recovery or relapse prevention,” she said. “I do boot camp. It gives me a big sense of pride.”
Once she is ready to leave, she will be backed by a support team as she tests her sobriety in the place she feels most at home: Nanaimo. Her plan is to enter transitional housing.
But until that time comes, Balkwill is dreaming and setting goals for the future. She hopes to one day become a trades teacher.
“I plan on going back to do more school,” she said. “I fell in love with carpentry when I was in high school. It’s my passion.”